No matter what you've been through here you are.
No matter if you think you're falling apart.
It's gonna be OKAY!
View from O&G department
It was a tiring month. But enjoyable as well.
I just finished a final exam for O&G, well sakit puan kiranya. I admit that women are complicated that's why we have a special department just for women, unfortunately most doctors in this department are men. :D
Twitter is the place I spam (quite a lot) about academic or medical stuffs, so, I think I won't write a lot about my study in blog. Ye lah, Twitter ni lebih macam medium sharing on the spot, while blog is where I sit down and write a long post. But, I'll try to write about medicine occasionally here, insyAllah.
Ramai yang tak tahu my course rupanya, hehe I managed to hide it well then. :)
Thanks to my lovely housemate for this song. The best one to cheer me up.
Honestly, after experiencing an emotional September, I was having a hard time to calm myself, and to remove all the negative thoughts. It was so not me when I sat alone studying, then suddenly out of nowhere my tears dropped. All songs became triggers. Mental breakdown I must say. Fighting against myself to be the Nina before.
Crying is not my thing. Crying over exams, I can count it over my 6 years here. But... this time, crying over nothing was something different.
Becoming heartless sometimes was also not my style.
I am not heartless and I don't want to be heartless.
I love sharing my thoughts with people, and when I just could not do that, it's torturing me.
Alhamdulillah, for all the supports from people around me.
I don't want to be depressed. I wanna be happy, as long as I am not doing anything that disobey Him. Ameen.
